Sometimes, when I’m tired, and this world is a little too much for me to take (which, to be honest, is quite often these days) I like to play amongst the flowers. I like to tread, barefoot, through the grasses, allowing the thorns to catch in the lining of my dress, implant themselves into the soles of my feet to remind me that I am still here, that I still feel, that I still drink of this liquid air and thirst for the sunshine on my skin.
Because my spirit needs replenishing.
My mind needs silence. It needs the winds brushing up against the tall grasses it needs the refracting light upon the glossy surface of a petal it needs the cool grinding movement of rolling soil beneath my feet.
My eyes are weary from illuminated screens and my skin is pale from halogenic lights and my spirit is waning like wax beneath the burning flame of candlelight. I’m dying out. My fire is flickering softly, ever so softly, as the world continues to blow upon its trembling glow.
Because some days, the unhappy outweighs everything else. Some days, there is more bad than good. The scales of my life have fallen out of equilibrium and I need to hit the reset button, and rediscover peace of mind.
Perhaps I have had too much coffee. Perhaps I have dwelled too long in the realm of social media. Perhaps my tongue has loosened itself beyond repair with toxic gossip and unkind words and unravels forth from the confines of my mouth, spewing out poisonous proclamations that do not spread the love that I am so fond of spreading. And so I have to remind myself. Remind myself that there are things far greater than I. Remind myself that there is still beauty out there, and it is never as far as I think it is. I need only remove myself. Just a bit. Step a few feet off the path tread the uneven soil and plant myself in something real and something nourishing.
Because hearts break when beauty remains undiscovered. Souls are crushed beneath the brutish weight of man made things. It isn’t that we lack the capacity, but merely that we lack the drive.
So, today, I breath in the air of something forgiving. Of something kind and honest and loving. Of something authentic. Beyond the capacities of what we may create I allow myself to become lost in fields of flowers. And hope that they will allow me to rediscover in myself that which I have set aside for another day. Because the time is now. It is always, and will always, fervently, unceasingly, be now.
Wow, I love it! It’s this feeling I could connect to instantly! Hopefully, you will find your peace soon!
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Thank you! I’m getting there, slowly. ❤
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Good to know 🙂
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Beautifully written. Totally feel everything you say ❤
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❤❤
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That is some deep introspective musing, it shows a profound self awareness when you most need it.
Try not to be too hard on yourself though.
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Hahhaha you must know me.
Thank you for the read, and advice. I welcome it in waves. Have a beautiful week. 💕
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You too.
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Loved it beautifully conveyed 😊
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❤❤💕
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Yes, getting outside and observing nature always provides a balm for the heart and soul.
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So much of one. I plan to do it again shortly. I thirst for it.
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So well written. You haven’t lost the art of writing, like most people have lost the art of experiencing nature as you described it.
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Thank you for your words. I truly hope that’s something I never lose. Have a beautiful week. ❤
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There is nothing as quickly healing and energizing perhaps as spring nature itself. Peace.
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No, nothing at all. It immediately energizes you. Recharge. Peace and healing back your way. ❤
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Your beautiful words give expression to my soul, Shayleen. What a gift! ❤
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Thank you. 💕💕
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very much enjoyed this – good way of seeing how you can write yourself out of, and into, almost anything
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Now that is a profound and powerful statement. And very true. The power of the written word.
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Beautiful writing. So deep and profound. Thank you for sharing your thoughts!
– Claire 🙂
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Eloquently put. Hang in there! Cognizance is often the beginning of change. 🙂
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Love that! Thank you for your words. They speak to me. Have a wonderful weekend. 💕 and thank you for the read.
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Beautifully expressed…👌👌👌
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❤❤
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I enjoyed reading this; its endearing..
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❤ ❤ So very glad. Thank you.
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Beautifully Expressed your thoughts, seemed like they are soothing words for mercurial Heart…..
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They are certainly healing in their own right. Meditative. Thank you for reading. ❤
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surely,they are…
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Too often I forget that “there are things far greater than I.” Reading here helps. Keep writing!
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Thank you for reading. I need that reminder often myself. Hence the writing it out. Little meditations.
Have a beautiful week.
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This reminds me of a quote by Henry David Thoreau: “The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation.” He also said something else that I admire: “You must work very long to write short sentences.”
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Hahaha the last one cracked me up, because I was just having this conversation with someone today. Who told me to cut back just a bit. As a writing experiment. I think I’m far too stubborn.
Thank you for your read, and thoughtful response, friend. As always.
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Wonderfully poetic.
Or, perhaps, poetically wonderful.
You get that I liked it, yeah?
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Haha I do. Thank you for the read. Have a beautiful week. 💕
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You are too kind.
I live in paradise, almost all of my weeks are beautiful.
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As they should be.
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But, sadly, too few people realise that, I find. Even here, on the Côte d’Azur, they forget how to live with joy and wonder.
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I don’t live in paradise, by any means, but sometimes I find myself getting up at the magical hours, when the world looks new. The hours of dawn or dusk. You can always find something new, something you haven’t appreciated before.
Life is magic. It saddens me that people don’t allow themselves to remember.
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That being said, I bet it’s absolutely beautiful on the Côte d’Azure. I’ve always wanted to go. What an incredible place to live.
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This morning I stood in the rain, under a hemlock tree, spending time with the tiny violets just starting to come up. I’ve always loved the littlest flowers in the woods. The unobtrusive ones. Then, a few hours later I get online and find this post. A perfect, beautiful, and poignant accompaniment to my morning. Are you familiar with the Japanese phrase, ‘shinrin-yoku’? It translates to ‘forest bathing’, or a form of healing that involves simply wandering in nature. I thought of that when reading your words here.
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I have never heard of that, but is perfectly sums up what I was saying. Glad my words could bring you back to your beautiful morning. What a precious way to spend those first few hours of the day. Awesome. Keep bathing in nature. ❤❤
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Thank you so much for this! It is exactly how I feel at times. I absolutely loved the poetic nature of your writing, and I connected to it immediately. Thank you for sharing!
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Thank you for reading. I’m so glad you connected with it. Have a beautiful week. ❤
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A lovely post, and something I could connect with immediately. I make it a point to get outside and look at the sky and listen to the birds every day – I entice the birds with seed and suet all year round. Than you so much for following my blog – I a honored.
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Yes! Love to hear that! Thank you for the read. ❤️❤️
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Beautifully written! And I think we all need a recharge of life once in a while. That’s why we have a nature around us; why some of us create pieces of art. As for my self: Why I engage in nature photography (which is a ‘re-charge’ in itself!)
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Looking forward to it! Thank you.
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Such a lovely read!
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Thank you!
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